Project Two Artist
Statement
After
a lot of deliberation on this project, I finally decided to lean toward
something more personal to me, but something that is also universal to everyone
affected by media, social networking, advertising, and even their basic
surroundings. I focused on the bodies of two “anonymous individuals” – although
our class understands it was my boyfriend and myself. It begins with these two
people walking in front of the camera in front of a white(ish) backdrop,
completely revealing their torso areas, save for the woman’s sports bra. Over
time, insults and negative thoughts begin to cover their arms and then stomach,
and they eventually try to cover this by crossing their arms. The derogatory
and mean words continue to cover them, however, until they are almost
completely covered in this mess of negativity and they turn around to avoid
looking at the camera. Finally, the two end up on the same visual plane where
they turn and reveal themselves to one another– their insecurities covering
their bodies. This immediately leads to them starting to cover up the hateful
lettering with random colors of paint, smearing it across the words until they
aren’t necessarily visible anymore. They collaborate to cover up the
hatefulness that has covered them until they are almost entirely covered up
with random mixes of bright colors. The very end shows each of them, paint
covered, with only a word erased out of the bright mess – “Human”.
I
realize this video is probably a little more than cheesy, but the point was to
capture that feeling of wearing every negative thing that’s ever been said
about you or that you have thought about yourself on a daily basis, feeling
like everyone is constantly seeing your flaws or thinking about how “stupid” or
“fat” you are, or even things that don’t even make sense for them to think about
you, yet you still feel like your wearing these dark emblems that cloud your
perception and make you feel covered in negativity. The follow up of that was
to display what it feels like to be in a healthy relationship – platonic,
romantic, familial, etc. – or even just meeting someone that makes you feel
like the insults are no longer following you around, like you are helping each
other paint over them and create something brighter to carry with you. I was
really happy with how the parts of painting one another came out, because it
looked like we were having fun and working together – and that was the point.
The final bit with “Human” kind of erased into the paint was meant to replace
the way the insults were being formed. Rather than a hateful word, it’s a word
that describes all of us, and it’s the only word that really matters. I debated
what to actually put in for a while, but things like “smart” and “beautiful”
and “loved” all sounded cheesy, and didn’t really create the sense of
unification I desired. So, “Human” was the word we wore together in front of
the camera for the final cut.
(I'm really sorry if this also sounds cheesy.)